You're not here

Every morning I look for you

Like this was all just an ugly dream that will be over soon

I will have u here in my arms again

I feel sunshine inside of me thinking of you

I hear a distant music that connects our souls forever

We were never meant to be bound by what they had to say

I wish I could change this life we are not living

I regret the days I didn’t love you

For now I live with this sinking feeling every day

I never loved you enough for you deserved the best

The beautiful lullaby that brought tears to our eyes

That lovely moonlight on the terrace when I felt you holding my hand

The promise of never letting go

I didn’t live up to what we worked for

I wish I could go back in time and start all over again

With a true promise to change everything

I close my eyes and dream about us

A perfect togetherness is all I want

A beautiful sunny day

Me and you in the park laughing our sorrows away

Sitting on the lovely grass your head in my lap

I wish that I could start everyday holding your hand

The strength you gave me the hopes we had for us

I go to bed each with the hopes of breaking this nightmare next day

But it is been so long and this won’t change

And now am fading out without you

I guess become a broken record when I say 

I miss you everyday but I can’t say enough

I think I am finally losing my strength

I will love each day, I promise I’ll love the rain and the snow

I’ll love everything you say as long as u are beside me.