You're not here

Every morning I look for you

Like this was all just an ugly dream that will be over soon

I will have u here in my arms again

I feel sunshine inside of me thinking of you

I hear a distant music that connects our souls forever

We were never meant to be bound by what they had to say

I wish I could change this life we are not living

I regret the days I didn’t love you

For now I live with this sinking feeling every day

I never loved you enough for you deserved the best

The beautiful lullaby that brought tears to our eyes

That lovely moonlight on the terrace when I felt you holding my hand

The promise of never letting go

I didn’t live up to what we worked for

I wish I could go back in time and start all over again

With a true promise to change everything

I close my eyes and dream about us

A perfect togetherness is all I want

A beautiful sunny day

Me and you in the park laughing our sorrows away

Sitting on the lovely grass your head in my lap

I wish that I could start everyday holding your hand

The strength you gave me the hopes we had for us

I go to bed each with the hopes of breaking this nightmare next day

But it is been so long and this won’t change

And now am fading out without you

I guess become a broken record when I say 

I miss you everyday but I can’t say enough

I think I am finally losing my strength

I will love each day, I promise I’ll love the rain and the snow

I’ll love everything you say as long as u are beside me.

This time last year

Come autumn; this time last year

I made a beautiful start with you

Tonight isn’t the same however

I lie in my bed alone

Your feet not touching mine

Your arms not wrapped around me in that warmth

 

You are missed in the street we walked

You are missed in all the places we talked

In the resonating silence that surrounds me

I wished one day I feel your hand on my shoulder

To find you there smiling at me

Back again to never leave

When I may regret what I did wrong

This taught me what I never thought

Would be the biggest truth in life

There is no place I’d rather be without you

I hold my tears and bring myself to tranquility

In the hopes of being with you again

It may seem so impossible now

But I will continue to wait

As there will be brighter times ahead

My heart won’t feel so hollow

This bed won’t feel so big

My life won’t be empty any longer

For you my love, will be in my arms again.