Shivering Sentiments

Sitting on the shore,

I am lying back on the sand…

As I try to find answers

To a million questions in my head.

The night is starry

The moon gives me company.

Will I ever accomplish it?

Will I ever live my reverie?

But only my shivering sentiments come to rescue me.

I want to scream so I can fight my fears

The waves hitting the shore… bury all sounds in my throat.

I close my eyes, a darkness beyond the starry night

A tear trickles down my eye.

I can’t see the direction of my destination anymore

In the obscurity of this dream

I see a window….a ray of hope

I feared to look outside, too scared to discover something worse.

As I drew closer to this window

I hear different voices coming from within
Voices of my longings.

With that came a vision of what I had achieved.

What I’ve always been.

I stood there at that window shivering with fear.

Suddenly the darkness disappeared and I open my eyes.

I see the sun coming up at the horizon,

Eyes still wet from what I had seen,

Suddenly I felt goose bumps.

The orange shimmer from the rising sun,

The waves were now hushed…

Talking quietly among themselves,

Like they knew what I had seen

The sand on the beach looked beautiful.

Seeing the scenic beauty,

I closed my eyes in relief.

Nothing is unattainable; I wish I had seen this before.

The window of learning, finding my real self.

After the darkest night comes a dawn

My dawn’s breaking here now.

Life will turn a new leaf.

I walk back home,

Head held up high…

I look at the sun in the eye

I walk now, With a smile on my face.

All my fears, the tears are gone...

And all my shivering sentiments are trounced upon.

Complicated

I want a simple existence
I want to live my reverie
I want to breathe my worries out
I want to breathe some happiness in

I want to return home a winner
But it is just a little complicated

When I was young they taught me 2-2’s are 4
When I grew I was told to differ
New rules were brought into the game
It is all so uptight…like a combat to fit in

I want to return home a winner
But it is just a little complicated

I cry… I bleed those tears
No one’s there, no one can see
No one comes to comfort me
These tears drip sore as you leave

I want to return home a winner
But it is just a little complicated

In Devil's Eyes

In devil’s eyes its black and white,

There is no colour, no rainbow of hope.
There is avarice,drug,sex and malice,
No angelic world of hopes and dreams.

He lives to kill,he kills to survive,
Weaves an unending web of crime.
There is no sorrow, no remorse,
For suffering and pain is inflicted on.

There is no sober touch or stroking your head,
He finds you and you know you’re dead.

It looks like death when you see in those eyes.
Blood-red and a sea of hatred filled inside.
Revenge and hurt is what is seen.
There is no reason to why and how its been.
The story goes back in time….

When three children of God came much before we did
They loved and cared for who made them
And they were faithful.
But the one who loved his god the most
Was always ignored and left to cry
Still he never complained
His faith in god never died

Till one day when god made man
His most beautiful creation of all times
He asked them to bow their heads to man.

And, thus refused the third
It was then when he turned a traitor.
Then he went against.

From a mouthful of love to hurtful tragedy.
Love turned to the worst emotion,
Passionate as love,only hate was much worse.

Evil is what devil does
And Satan came to rise,
Ever since mankind has paid the price.

In devil’s eyes its black and white,
There is no colour, no rainbow of hope.
There is avarice,drug,sex and malice,
No angelic world of hopes and dreams.

Summer Love

Its dusk and we meet again

Walk hand in hand again
Bodies close to each other
The touches are creating waves
Intoxicated by your presence
I let myself fly.

It has been a while
But we just don’t talk
Just walk in silence
These miles together
The warmth of your presence fills me up
I wait for the evening to come
I wait to see you everyday
I wait for the stroll we take together
But soon this is going to end
And I can’t say the words

I’ll be gone soon enough
And I won’t see you this way again
Loved you my summer love
But I can’t say the words
The day you first held me close
I struggled to free myself
Its wrong I said to the both of us

But you pulled me close
With the sparkle in those eyes
You smirked, planted a kiss on my neck,
With the passion in your voice said, ‘No, its not!’
You make me forget the wrongs and rights
You make me a spoilt chick
I held my silence thus, I didn’t resist.

It is wrong though, to you, to us.
But you don’t care.
The moment is too precious to waste.
I lose myself and you wrap me close to you.
Loved you my summer love
But I have to go now.
And I can’t say the words.