I want to fall in love again

If you could see inside my heart
You’d see all the love I have
If you could see inside my head
You’d see all the thoughts I have

I don’t know what is wrong with us
But I don’t intend on giving up
I am the same girl you once loved
The one you gave your heart for

If there are words that can heal us
I am ready to say them all
If there is anything that makes it better
I am ready to do it all

I want you back in my life
The way we were before
Maybe I’ve hurt you all along
Now I am too bruised by what you say

Maybe it is real maybe its not
I’m ready to play the gamble again
Just hold my hand once again
I know you won’t let me fall

I want you to believe in us
I want to be your girl
I want to be in those arms again
I want to fall in love again.

Fantasy

It is still dark and I sit outside
I sit by the river that flows by
I’m not alone, the stars give me company
The silence and cold hold on to me tight
The breeze sends shivers down my spine

The mountains are capped with snow all around
The pines are tall as I can see
The fog is settled thick abound
The only sound comes from the waterfall nearby

Suddenly I hear some faint steps
I look around but there’s no one I can see

You come from nowhere and hug me from behind
“I almost had a heart-attack you know”
And there stand you perfectly calm and cool
Still barely awake in your muscle tee and shorts

You stand there with your mischief smile
The happiness from last night shows in those intense eyes

I turn around and hug you tight
My heart is still pacing like Schumacher’s drive

You kiss my lips and I forget my fears
This night missed what is complete now.

We sit together as one, you and me wrapped in a blanket
We look at the bonfire as the flames dispense heavenly warmth
And I fall asleep again in your arms.