NO MATTER WHAT...YOU'LL NEVER SEE ME CRY!

You’re the lover and the beast…
You’re the boy I knew the best..
I knew this;the day we met
you were unattainable
I wasn’t something you deserve
men like you are not man-u-factured anymore

You came as a dream…
Filled me with joy…made me beautiful
You taught me life…
Showed me world as I never had…
And now I know you’ll leave one day
And it makes me ponder
what happens, happens for the best

But let me tell you I am not as sad
As I should be..for a loss like you
Cos its for you that I am a strong girl today
I’ll fight the world as you want me to

Having learnt so much from you and me..
I’ll move on in life..
Sturdy to take life head-on
You’ve given more than u’ll take

Cos there is your love in my heart
That will always live no matter what.

People will come and they will go
But I know no one can ever take that place
You built in my heart…
That little nook I will preserve..

Cos there is your love in my heart
That will always live no matter what.

u want me happy..
u don't want me hurt..
so u'll go away...for the best...

I can’t force you or pull you back…
cos I promised love that’ll move you ahead

I don’t want to be the reason that makes it tricky
For us to love and become sad
Cos there is a life ahead of us..
And there are no regrets from what we had

Cos there is your love in my heart
That will always live no matter what.

See.. what you do to me..!

You do the unexpected things..
You touch me when I am least aware…
And see what you do to me…

You take me by surprise…
And I get the first prize…
To be the luckiest gal in town…

Boy...by the way that u size..
Your eyes speak that u’ve fantasised…
This moment a hundred times…

The first gentle kiss on my forehead…
As we moved up the escalator…
Sent shivers down my spine…
Had I ever known something so unreal
The magnetic chemistry that our bodies share

Soon came the unpredicted second…
The elevator got me lucky by chance..
As ur lips touched mine…
For the first time…
I felt the world spin…
and electricity paralysed my thoughts…

It was better than I had imagined in my head..
and I didn't stop for a second..before I myself wanted a lead…
because I wasn’t paying any heed…

And you pulled bak…and I gasped in disbelief
for a moment I forgot…
the mystic chivalry that my boy is!

You are different and you do different things
That kiss was a blissful delight…
Embedded in my soul forever…
Something I thought of day and night…

And this time…when we came around…
Bodies were helplessly drawn…
Touching and teasing without intended purpose….
Sparks…in all directions…flew

People could sense it and they could see…
How helplessly I was drawn to you..
I brush them as jealous…
because I am the luckiest gal in town...
Who belongs to nobody but you..


Your winks and the smile…
Captivate my heart…and make me yours..
Make me breathless…and desperate for you…

You ask me to wait…when you already got me high…
By the touch I felt…and the gaze u froze at me…

Just when I am close to losing all my senses…
You hold my hand in yours…
your warmth fills my being..
and you handle me best…
bring me bak to normality…
instill in me some sense..


the smartest girl otherwise..
is here surrendered to your being
the charismatic charms…
you leave me loving you even more…
with every breath of my life..

see... what you do to me!

Between the full moon and us

Of all the wondrous stories I’ve ever told,
Of all the dreams I’ve ever shared,
You sure are the most beautiful that ever occurred
I can’t help not heed the mysterious connection that lives
Between the full moon and us

The best nights we’ve ever had
Where I heard and u talked
And the world around came to a halt
Because it all froze into a moment..
Between the full moon and us

The moon-light shone upon the terrace
Where I sat on the bare floor for hours along
Holding the phone so close to me
Like I could feel your every breath on me

Those nights when I poured my heart to you
Lost the facade and became the girl who knew love from only you..
I talked and it made sense to you
It was like we discovered each other afresh

You feel and sense me, and u make me new
You make me content and re-assure me love
Your love that will never fade no matter what
You make me happy, give me all I want
You leave me insatiable for nothing but you
In those silent, cool nights
There is sure something that is
Between the full moon and us

And now at times when you are not around
The full moon be-friends me.. fills the void
I sit there again on the bare floor
And it is still there, like it never went.

As I gaze into its endless beauty
And hear the songs that we have shared

I get drained and break from my cocoon
I weep as I sit there missing you
I look up at the full moon and it reminds me of your love
It asks me to get up and fight my tears

I feel your breath on me and the wind in my hair
There is sure something that is
Between the full moon and us


I guess I know what it is..
Its you…my angel.. looking down at me…
Comforting, caressing and loving me from wherever you are
In a way like you always do
Now I know that is what will always stay
Detained forever in time and space
Between the full moon and us

p.s:this poem belongs very close to my heart..for all the happiness and thoughts he has given me in those nights...loved me selflessly and made a hopeless lover out of me!love u jas!

Something's changed....

Its rain again..
But I am suffering the strain
I pull back the drapes..
So I can’t see the rain…
Holding me back not to head in the rain again…

Cos something's changed..
Its all re-arranged and its not the same

Its the dawn breaking in again…
I wake up and its five again…
My eyes shed a tear …
I pull myself back in place…
Lie awake till I can’t steady the tears…

Cos something's changed..
Its all re-arranged and its not the same


Unanticipated I hear love story…
Coming from somewhere I don’t know
I feel a sudden surge of excruciating hurt filling every inch of me
I run away with all my might…
I can’t bear our love song anymore…

Cos something's changed..
Its all re-arranged and its not the same..

MISSING YOU

I wake up to you everyday

I lay and weep beside my pillow

And you’re gone…

I want you back in my life…

Cos I am missing you…

You’ve gone a place too distant from me..

Yet you are so close..

I want you back in my life

Cos I am missing you…

I miss the laughter,the fun we shared

Now there is a steady strain in our heads

How you nurtured me and how u cared

And now I feel I am all by myself…

vulnerable, facing the wrath of the world

I want you back in my life

Cos I am missing you…

I am a part of you…and will always be

Why are you doing this to us..

Pulling and pushing me down…

Its not you and me…

And you can’t change us

I want you back in my life

Cos I am missing you…

I want you back

I can’t take no more..

I am addicted to your love…

Baby come back to me…

Love me and heal me now…

Cos I am wounded in a way like never before…

I need you now like I never did…

I want you back in my life

Cos I am missing you…

I NEED YOU NOW

I was betrayed by the world

I became cold and numb…

You held my hand and taught me love..

Only you could hold me from falling apart..

The warmth of your hand gave me strength..

Where are you now?

I need you now and I am calling your name…

I am looking for you wherever I can…

My world is dark …

I feel a vacuum in me without you...

And I am wandering alone…

Where are you now?

I need you now and I am calling your name…

I am looking for you wherever I can…

I wish I could see you again..

Touch you and feel you again..

Feel your body next to mine..

Hold you so I could never let go of you..

Tell u how much I love you…

We were only meant to be together

But why is the world conspiring against us

Asking us to be apart…

There is no reason or explanation…

Why I can’t breathe without you?

Where are you now?

I need you now and I am calling your name…

I am looking for you wherever I can…

I wish I had a reason to live, so I could tell myself..

Life is not always what we want it to be…

Some things happen for the best…

I’ve told myself this...but

What do I do about the heart you’ve left with me…

It still beats only for me…

Loves me unconditionally…

How will I ever be able to tell myself…

And move on….

In an existence sans you…

Where are you now?

I need you now and I am calling your name…

I am looking for you wherever I can…