The guy I was once in love with.

Its 4 in the morning, but I just can’t sleep,

Tossing and turning in my sheets.

Never been so hard….its impossible for me…

Everything is spinning like a tornado in front of me.

And all the blood is reaching my head,

I wish I knew what I could do.

Things changed so much in a week.

You have a lot of things to say,

And I listen to them intently.

But my mind’s battling with me,

Not ready to adhere to what it sees.

A hopeless sanguine, my heart still in love with you

Mind’s over the matter…pretending not to be.

You are just not ready

Giving endless arguments why it shouldn’t be.

I wish I could make you see,

What I am and what you were to me.

I wish I could sleep comforted in your arms.

Not a care in the world…I wish had those nights again

With the guy I was once in love with.