I wish I had a way

I wish I had a way
I wish I had a say
When things are not what they are supposed to be
And when you catch me unawares

I wish I was just half good enough as I used to be
I wish I could do any good
Now things are going out of hand
And I am left without options

I wish I could take it all back
Be the angel to my soul
The strength suddenly faded out
The light is nowhere in sight

I wish I had a way
I wish I had a say

Its falling apart in front of me
Nothing is what I can repair
Never felt so powerless
Can’t heal no one any more

I am not sane
I’ve lost my dignity
Can’t see myself in the eye
For how longer I wouldn’t know.